in the end it doesn't even matter.

I can't help but wonder...
Will God catch me if I fall again?
Will he guide me into something right instead of wrong?
How long will God and my friends stick with me until they suddenly disapear like alot of people in my life?
Can God get this permanent state of fear out of my mind?

=/

I don't feel faithless..
I feel faithful..
I just have questions..
I wish could be answered..














oh yes..
did I forget?
My sister is pregnant..
I am going to be an Aunt. =O
I hate kids...