break-ups

I am starting to wonder if I did the right thing.
It hurts bad to be without Jim...
And now I can't even get ahold of him at all not on his phone or home phone..
Everytime I try call I don't even get a dial tone..
I have called on 4 dif. phones..
=(
I miss him.
And I know it didn't bug me at first but I know I was wrong but I am just going to apologize to him.
And I wont beg him to take me back.