I guess...

you can't expect things to stay the same.

Ignorance is

Bliss...

Needless to say

I don't trust you..
You said you wouldn't say anything and you did.
Don't ever expect me to tell you anything ever again.

You’re hiding something, ‘cause it’s burning through your eyes

I try to get it out, but all I hear from you are lies

And I can tell you’re going through the motions
I figured you were acting out your part
Once again, we’re playing off emotion
Which one of us will burn until the end?

Catalyst, you insist to pull me down
You contradict the fact that you still want me around
And it’s all downhill from here
And it’s all downhill from here

Your good intentions slowly turn to bitterness
Reoccurring episodes with each and every kiss
(Let’s go!)

And I can tell you’re going through the motions
I figured you were acting out your part
Once again, we’re playing off emotion
Which one of us will burn until the end?

Catalyst, you insist to pull me down
You contradict the fact that you still want me around
And it’s all downhill from here
And it’s all downhill from here

And I can’t believe you pulled it off again
Or notice till it all sets in
You’ll deny it ‘til you’re at your bitter end

And I can tell you’re going through the motions
I figured you were acting out your part
Once again, we’re playing off emotion
Which one of us will burn until the end?

Catalyst, you insist to pull me down
You contradict the fact that you still want me around
And it’s all downhill from here
And it’s all downhill from here

And you keep pulling me down!
(pulling me down)
(pulling me down)
You contradict the fact that you still want me around
And it’s all downhill from here
And it’s all downhill from here

I am actually

feeling very depressed right about now..
And it's definitely not the weather.
I don't know what it is but I am just not happy.

Just in case..
This is from homecoming..



Maybe tomorrow I will talk.

Rocky

I have decided to dedicate a blog specifically to my dog Rocky.

Idk why.

This is Rocky the day we got him at the animal shelter.

This is when we took him home and gave him a bath.

After he dried off and explored his new home.

The day we got him was the only day that he liked Ray.

Chewing on a chew toy we got him for teething.

Getting a manicure.

Out in the backyard for the first time.

Curiosity wet the dog.
(he tried playing with the sprinkler)

Day 3 when he decided he was my dog.
(he hid underneath the desk until I got off the comp.)

He was a tired puppy.

See how he grew up a bit!

Already begging.

His first fourth of July was too much for him.

That's why he's my dog =) What a cutie.

Not so much into video games.

Grown up a bit more...

Skinny minny.

Playing in Mom's room.

Stretching out like the weird dog he is.

The Day before we left for New Mexico.

The day we came home from New Mexico.

Basically my favorite.

Look how big he gottt.

Growling at the camera.

When he sleeps he lays in the oddest positions.

He likes to bite himself sometimes.

Look how grown up he is noww.

prettyyy.

Remember when he was little?Sleeping.. He likes to sleep.

Hey say's "why must you always take my picture?"

Reminds me of a lion.

He looks very Asian...

Look at his beautiful hair. =)

Time for his close-up. =)

He is really lazy sometimes...NOT.

He got his first haircut...

He's weird.

I miss his hair.


These are the best pictures bringing from when got him up to now.
When we got Rocky we got him cause we wanted a puppy.
And I have learned a great sense of responsibility from this dog.
I hope that when I leave he comes with me. =)

Celebrity Collage by MyHeritage

http://www.myheritage.com/collage

MyHeritage: Celebrity Collage - Blank family tree - Free genealogy

Romeofest '08

so today as opening day for Romeo fest.
two gang fights.
not a surprise.

saw some old faces.
I never expected to see Jesse there but I did.

I hung out with Bethany and Ashley.
My brother came with me but hung out with Angelica.
I took lots of pictures.
all of which are on myspace.
=)

www.myspace.com/gotjill4140
check it out.
lol
i gave Rocky a hair cut.
=)
he looks handsome.

Tomorrow I am giving Belle a hair cut.
I uploaded a new vlog the other day.
I will have another one soon but not today cause I don't feel like vlogging with a huge ZIT on my forhead.

So..

I have taken a break from my vlog..
And I have been thinking about a way to make a comeback...
I'm thinking me+myguitar+windowsmoviemaker will make it best.
Though I am not sure what to play on my guitar.
Maybe put clips of me playing songs from Jonas Brothers and Paramore?


oh ohoh! how about me playing Fergie????
hahahaha
oh well.
on that note everyone should expect a new vlog from me soon.
you can find my vlogs at
www.youtube.com/GotJillVlog
and
http://jillianmichellereinhartvlog.blogspot.com/
have fun!
most of my old vlogs lack entertainment.
so I am hoping that after this comback they will be betterrr.
Maybe I will get Amber and Marina in my new vlogs.

A cinderella story...

There's no one in town I know
You gave us some place to go.
I never said thank you for that.
I thought I might get one more chance.

What would you think of me now,
so lucky, so strong, so proud?
I never said thank you for that,
now I'll never have a chance.

May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.

So what would you think of me now,
so lucky, so strong, so proud?
I never said thank you for that,
now I'll never have a chance.

May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.

May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.

And if you were with me tonight,
I'd sing to you just one more time.
A song for a heart so big,
god wouldn't let it live.

May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.

May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.

May angels lead you in.




Jim and I are permanently over...

I am waiting for my Cinderella story..

long time no update.

I have a headache.

Jim and I are taking a break until sunday.
and on sunday we decided if we are going to break up or stay together.

No plans this weekend.
going to be bored and lonely cause I will have no one to talk to.

but i guess that's a good thing cause breathing space is needed every once in a while and I fear i have been getting on my friends nerves lately esp. Amber's..

driver liscence.driving.friends.party's.buffalo wild wings.

so on tuesday I got my drivers liscence.
on that same day I went to buffalo wild wings to hang with Jim and dani and her friends.
it was crazy!
but alot of fun.
I can't remember the last time i had that much fun.
We were the loudest group of people in bww's
we were louder than the crazy drunken people at the bar!
lol
I couldn't get taylorr to sing for me but i know she can sing.
she is an amazing singer.
when we left bww' we went to cold stone where allie and nicole found a facination with Ken Kocna's hair.
lol
Jim and I left nicole and allie and two strange guys and another girl alone out side of
Murray's auto parts shop.
Wednesday I drove all over town between plainfield and naperville.
I went to the orthodontist and saw Josh and Megan!
After the ortho. I picked up Amber
We came back to my house for like 30 minutes then went to stuco in the park.
Highlight of stuco in the park was Amber, Elizabeth, Jessica Clinkert, their friend, running across the street to a bar to sue the bathroom.
I followed and went with but only because I did not want to be alone.
Cause Jim was less than company.
He was a big jerk on wednesday it was odd.
But he has redeemed himself.
Yesterday I don't remember what I did.
It probably wasn't anything special cause i can't remember it.
TODAY i know i didn't do anything.
but Josh came over and did the clone pictures!
But I need to update my journal for the first time in over a month.
oh!
Sunday is my brothers 16th birthday.
and Today is Ryan Jordan's birthday.
Ryan Jordan is dan's little brother.
Say happy birthday to them!

I had my fun for the last day.

Today was the last day of school.
It went well.
I pissed Lisa off with the Jonas Brothers and Alecia and I went to portillos with my dad afterward.
=)
I passed.
And am gonna get my license tomorrow morning..
But now I feel sick from the excitement and nerves so I am going to bed.

I will stand up.

That says it all.
Just watch it.
Read the story.
Don't just listen to the song.

weird.

I can't believe that I haven't updated in so long.
My parents are trying to find a 20 gallon fish tank for my goldfish.
I am trying to get my own digital camera.
I just found out that the day I wanted to go to Lisle fest some of the girls from Camp Rock were there!
=O
Dangggggggggg.
I have seen Jim almost everyday since last friday.
Uhm I gotta update my vlog today it has been a while since I last did one.

My room is amazing.
I got another weekend of no plans.
Soo...
Theres a quik update.
Going to go do my vlog now.

not a good feeling

I am feeling this pressure and pain in my chest
it's like my heart or something..
idk..
it hurts to take a deep breath
and earlier it felt like my heart had stopped beating for a second
there was this feeling that my heart had scrunched up and gotten tight.
it has hurt since then..

blahh

anyways..
I spent all day with Jim.
I had lots of fun.
I will post that story tomorrow morning though
I am tired and want sleep.

the weekend.

Saturday:
Amber came over.
When we went to pick her up she was stuck in the tree in front of her house.
I was really really glad to see Amber.
We watched Camp Rock and played guitar but barely played guitar.
Watched TV.
I don't remember what we watched..
I know that I was on the phone with Jim and Amber started talking to him and he though it was me.


Sunday:
Went to church.
Jim came to church!
While I was at church my parents switched beds in my room.
They put my bed in Kara's room and put Kara's bed in my room.
That bed is actually very comfortable..
But anyways,
After church I went to Jim's house.
We did nothing but sit on the couch playing video games and watching movies.
We watched August Rush and surprisingly he liked it.
His friends Mike and Kari were over and so was Jake C.
But they all seemed to have been more interested in hanging out with Tom than Jim.
Cause that was all they did.
Jim and I wound up hanging out on our own most of the time.
But Lynn took Mike home then Jake then me.
And they came inside my house for a bit to talk to my mom.
They were here for like 10 minutes.
Then they left.
Then I rearranged my room.
And went to bed.

Jim <3

Jim is fine.
I talked to Lynn on the phone when he went into surgery and then talked to her again when he got out.
And I went to visit him and he was doing great.
He is very much likely possibly coming home tomorrow!
I was sad to see him in a hospital bed but at the same time very happy to see that he is okay.
=)

no vlog again today.
maybe tomorrow.

Pray for Jim

Lynn called me again this morning to tell me she was taking Jim back to the hospital.
He has to have his appendix removed.

I will update with more information later Lynn said she would call me.
Just pray for now that it goes well.

rib fest, food, emergency rooms.

I went to rib fest tonight.
I know I volunteered to go so I wouldn't be home alone but,
it was boringggggggggg!

And what made it worse was I got a call from Lynn Wdovech (that i missed) at like 8:30 and she left a message
telling me that Jim was in the emergency room at Edwards Hospital
That there might be something wrong with his appendix
and I should call her back when I got her message.
Sow when I heard that I called her and she talked to me
then Jim talked to me and he was in pain
And we discovered that Edwards was right by where we parked the car and right by rib fest..
I wanted to go over there and see him really bad but Mom didn't quite permit that.

but now I am exhausted and probably wont be able to sleep...
I am hoping Amber calls me cause I need to talk to someone and she is the best person to talk to one of my favorite people to talk to when I need to talk to someone.

p.s. no vlog today.

Best friends and boy friends

It has really become aparent to me that Jim and Amber will never get alone..
But oh well.
I swear to never let a boy get between me and my bestfriend.
but Right now I am feelinf headachey and nauseous so I am going to go to bed and do my homework..

boredom and no friends?

So I am like dying of boredom lol.
Uhm maybe tomorrow someone will come over.

I hope I get to hang out with Amber soon.

My goldfish tank has gotten ridiculous you cannot immagine...
It is starting to lose water now?
yea..
and the water is a terribly cloudy pink so you cannot see the fish unless they are right against the glass!
it smells like rotten eggs but much worse!
I don't know what to do anymore I have tried everything to keep them clean but I seem to be failing..

unless next time I wash them I throw everything in the dishwasher to clean..
idk they aren't sick or anything but there is something in their tank making it all gross..

And then there are those days

today went well.
School was pleasant.
Amber came home!
hurray!
I am soo happy!
I talked to Jim on the phone for two hours =)
And for the first time in probably more like 2 and a half weeks (because she was at my house for nearly half a week) I talked to Amber on the phone!
lolololol
I am in a good mood.
And I am about to update my vlog.
Pretty scenery if you can see it.
I was at the lake =)

Fires, Basements, Kind strangers, and the fire dept.

So my house almost caught fire today.
Not too long ago actually.
Still kind of shaky.
The fire was located in the window well.
But the fire dept. said that the fire was started in our basement and moved to the window well.

We had no idea it was on fire
but some kind stranger came running up to the front door and said that there was a fire
My mom brother and I went out to the front yard and the guy showed us over the fence the black smoke coming up from the window well.
My mom ran into the house immediately to call the fire dept.
I ran straight to the backyard and looked down the window well and saw the fire.
I quickly turned the hose on and grabbed it and pointed it down into the window well to put out the fire.
Once the fire did stop I ran into the house to tell my mom that I put it out.
She told the fire dept that I put it out.
They told her to get everyone out of the house and they were on their way.
They got here fast cause we barely walked out the front door and they were here.

There were 4 of them.
Two went down into the basement with my dad at first and another two were out by the window well.
The guys in the basement opened the window to the window well and investigated huge chunks of burned plastic.
They opened the window well and removed the huge chunks of plastic and found nothing that could have started the fire.

They left the window but did not leave the basement and the two guys that were outside stood in the front yard and waited.
Like 3 minutes later my dad comes out and tells my mom to go inside.
She was inside for like 5 minutes or so then calls Ray in.
That was when they discovered that the fire started in the basement before it made its way to the window well.
And since my brother was the only person to be in the basement at all today he was prime suspect.

I think he did it.
It is pretty obvious cause no one else was in the basement today.
But the fire guy aparently questioned Ray and Ray said he didn't do it.
Ray came outside.
And like 5 minutes later they left.

We are all safe.
The house is fine.
The basement is fine.
It just smells like burnt plastic.

Nothing was damaged.

But we still don't know how it started.
I hope we figure out how it started.
It was really scary.

Oh myy Vlog today

This is hilarious.
This is Selena Gomez from Wizards of Waverly Place and Demi Lovato from Camp Rock.
They have their own channel for Vlogging I just found out lol
Their Vlogs are funny.




hahahahahaha
Oh!
Btw my vlog thinger will be up today!
Cause it is sundayyyyyyyyyyyy!
Yeayaaaaa!
=)
I don't know how often I will Vlog but I will def.
have my friends join me in my Vlog cause I think it is
weird when you vlog alone and I don't like it!







oh yes!
find my vlog here ------> jillianmichellereinhartvlog.blogspot.com

Blog addict... third post of the day!

There is a sudden sense of meaning..
I just went to the lakewood falls firework show and Jim, Tom and his mom Lynn came with.
Jim and I talked and I feel a whole lot better..
And we are back together now we sorted things out.

We are going to learn to cope with each others flaws and I for one have alot..
I hope he can cope.

I still think though we have alot to work through to make our relationship work and I think we can do it.

I will never ever let the influence of someone else interfere with my relationship ever.

Stress control.

It has become clear to me now that I use crying as stress control..
I cry everytime I am stressed.
Literally..

I have been stressing alot today and felt like crying all day.
I cried this morning when my mom told me to do the dishes.
And I cried like 30 minutes ago.

I decided cause I was stressed today to go to the 5 service at the cac.
I did but I got there late.
I went cause I felt I needed the company and someone to talk to.
Mr. Scott is the new campus pastor for Romeoville.
That's about all I made it for.
I talked to Angela Kirchner and I started crying..
I told Angela that I miss Amber and I miss Jim.
I told her I feel like I made the hugest mistake breaking up with him..
I really hope I can get ahold of him today though..
I want to talk to him and see if he wants to come see fireworks with me..

But maybe it would be less stress if I didn't talk to him?
Idk...
I really want to..
I keep crying and my head hurts from crying so much..

break-ups

I am starting to wonder if I did the right thing.
It hurts bad to be without Jim...
And now I can't even get ahold of him at all not on his phone or home phone..
Everytime I try call I don't even get a dial tone..
I have called on 4 dif. phones..
=(
I miss him.
And I know it didn't bug me at first but I know I was wrong but I am just going to apologize to him.
And I wont beg him to take me back.

Movies,Fish,Guitars,and Dogs.

So tonight I am going to the movie under the stars thing at the park by Lakewood Falls Elemtary School.
I am bringing Rocky with me cause I don't want to go alone and nobody wants to go with me.
The movie is at 9.
Though I am wondering if Debbi or Marina will go..
I should ask them..

I cleaned the goldfish tank today it looks great now and I added two new types of rocks.
Crystal river rocks and Glow in the dark rocks that say "POOF!" on them =)
But I should have layered the rocks better oh well I will do it differently next time I have to clean them.
I still have to put the de-stressor and ick medications in the tank so they don't get sick and die.
But I cannot find the de-stressor.

I was watching animal cops and they were rescuing all sorts of abused dogs and animals and I think I might want to do something like that.
Be an animal cops.
Save the animals.

So I have totally become and O.C addict.
it is like the only show I look forward to watching everyday.
other than degrassi and instant star.
Those drama shows are much better than disnay channel I must admit.

The weather today is funky.
Like it was perfectly clear this morning and cold.
Now it is cloudy and rainy.
and HOT I might add.

My brother is currently running barefoot through puddles outside.

LAME.

Lisa, Alecia, and I were talking about America heading for another great depression..
Even though many people think it is impossible we are all thinking it's not and it is inevitable.
I mean come on the national debt is like $8023583049850285093428502439852 like no kidding.

Oh well.

Lisa said it will give her an excuse to run barefoot outside and not look crazy.

Monday Alecia and I are going to wear hat's to school.
We think we can get away with it cause Mr. Normand let Lisa wear her hat today.

Now Ray is vacuuming cause he is hungry and I want to go driving but my parents are watching the cubs lose to the sox.
And Lacey is barking like a maniac at the vacuum.

We're thinking the movie might get rained out tonight cause it is pretty nasty outside.
So I might just find my umbrella and walk Rocky in the rain.

I learned a new song on guitar today.
I learned "Just Like A Pill" from Pink.

I like that song.

This is the first weekend in a long while that I have no plans.
No party's, no friends, no movies.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

I guess I can be a couch potato.

Whoa!
The sun just came out and it is like pooring down rain!
I must go see if there is a rainbow!
No rainbow but once again Ray is running around barefoot in the rain.

Rocky is soaking wet cause he just ame in from the backyard.

I hope that if I drive tonight I don't hydroplane cause it is very wet outside...

CUBS LOST.
Dang.
I wanted them to win.
=(

Now my dad is watching Jeopardy.
Ray and I really want to leave.

Woo!
I love that song "Burning Up" from Jonas Brothers!
=)

I got snails I named them Gary and Snelly like the snails from Sponge Bob.

And my mom doesn't want me to go to the movie cause of mosquitos so I guess I am dying my hair tonight.

I noticed I get comments like every other day on this thing..
I wonder if I can get comments everyday it would be appreciated so I know who is reading..

Okay now I am just rambling for lack of better thing to do so I am ending this hear.

And it all amounts to nothing in the end..

I don't think I have ever had second thoughts about a breakup after it happened...
Usually I have second thoughts before it happens.
I talked to Jim on the phone today for the first time since and it was really really hard..

My bangs are doing something really funky and cool at the moment and I like it..
haha
I am wondering how long it will be until Kara get's internet at her new apartment when she moves.
I know she moves on monday.
And I wonder if she will remember to update her blog.
And I know if she reads mine as often as I think she does then she will update her blog.
Lol.
I think...
haha

I missed Stuco last night.
I don't know how I managed that since everyone had messaged me and asked me to go..
I really wanted to go to.
Oh well...
There's always next week.

I pulled the nastiest scab ever off of Rocky today when we were sitting by the lake.
I did not pick it!
It was loose and stuck in his fur so I grabbed his fur and pulled it and it came off..
Whatever it was from had healed already and healed nicely cause you cannot see anything.
And no that's not cause of his furrr.

I am really looking forward to tomorrow for some odd reason.
Idk why.
But I have been almost banned from watching Camp Rock.
My mom is annoyed with it.
But oh well!
=)

"If God is a D.J. life is a dance floor, you get what your given it's all how you use it."

I can't help but feel bad after Andrea's comment last night on a picture I have of me and Amber on my myspace..
hmm..

Today Jesse was really annoying he kept singing parody songs using me as the subject!
He sang a parody of Nelly's "It's Getting Hot in Here"
Except he changed it into "Jill's Getting Hot in Here"
And he sang some parody of a song I don't even know and turned it into "Jill's got 5 on it"
Which aparently the song is about smoking Marijuana.
And he kept making comments on my driving OUT LOUD i might add so the teacher heard and he was making me sound like a terrible driver.
He kept saying that I love to drink and drive.
And I love driving in the Semi trucks blind spots
And aparently I love tailgating....

I am definitely not like that.
I get really scared everytime I even get close to a semi!
I definitely don't drink!
and I make sure I am at a 4 second following distance with the vehicle ahead of me.


So I layed out to tan today and I realized I really don't have the patience for it.
Not unless I have someone else out there to tan with me so I can talk to someone.
Or my iPod.

I was soo lonely and un-entertained so I came inside and watched "The O.C."


You know what is great?!?!?!
You can watch Camp Rock at www.Disney.com/camprock =) lol
Full movie!
Not just a clip it's the whole thing!
Lol I watched it on there the other night.
And you can watch the whole thing on there until June 30th which is monday.

Soo I need to clean out my fish tank it all of a sudden got really cloudy it's absolutely disgusting!

I have a song to reccommend for you all to listen to!
"Who Will I Be" by Demi Lovato
It is a really good song.


Oh!
The playstation 2 broke today.
No more Guitar Hero..
I don't think we will be getting a new playstation..
But oh well.
Unike Patrick I think I can live without playing Guitar Hero ever again..
lol

I need my Jeff Dunham dvd's back from Jim..
Esp now...

I cannot find a new song to learn.

oh yes!
I am still selling my guitars..

I have had numerous offers but none absolutely for sure.
The Fender-$75The Walmart Bass->$50

Still willing to negotiate.
But yea..
Just let me know if you want either of them.
I think I want to go to Barcelona...
I need to learn Spanish.
haha..

Thank you Cheetah Girls...

I am starting my vlog up again on sunday.
Why sunday you ask?
B/c sunday is the first day of the week so it only seems fitting.
I wont be posting my vlog in this blog.
I will make a special blog for my vlog.
hahaha

I want to be Batgirl....

I am going to teach Christina guitar =)

hmmm I wonder if I should stop here...
If I think of anything else to say I will either post a new blog or edit this one..

Can one song really say everything?

This song is like what I want to say.

I just want to get in your face and say it or sing it
minus the Joe Jonas parts...

Just what Demi is singing...



I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show, it's time
To let you know
To let you know

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

This is real, This is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you, I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you, I gotta find you

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me (this is me)
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me


http://www.powerchordacademy.com/PCA2008.pdf

It would be soo cool if I could go..
But it costs over $300

oh yes!
I am starting my vlog again.
;)

you know what I realized!
if I posted my vlog on my blog I would have a two-for-one kindof thing lmao!

The controversy of commons room 'B'

Break time at school is usually something we all look forward to right?
Well I am starting to not.
even for the 15 minutes of no work time where we get to eat listen to iPods and tlak on phones even!
But yea it is starting to become the most dreaded place ever..
Cause everyday there is always something Jesse has to say about Christians not positive either!
He is always trying to make me ashamed to believe in God.
And I am really sick of it!
I know it has only been 7 days but it doesn't seem to end.

And I hate being the bad guy and just ditching him and ignoring him completely..

I just wish for once maybe we could avoid bringing up God or Christianity all together so we can avoid Jesse's lecture.

Cause I really think opposite of what he has been saying and last time I spoke out on it I had people backing me up but he still managed to be completely derogatory.

While this sunday is the gay pride parade in Chicago Jesse has been talking about it and decided to stage a Christian smack down because most Christians are agaisnt homosexuality.

I plan on avoiding that whole situation all together.

So today at brake I plan to sit with my iPod and maybe if I don't talk he wont find any reason to trash Christians.

And if you ask why I am just speaking of Christians and not other religions it's cause he specifically points out the Christians just because of Alecia, Lisa and I.

I can photoshop myself tan! Or atleast my arms..

But anyways beyond that, hopefully hanging out with Marina soon. I am gonna lay out and tan today if the clouds stay away. I do have school today at 10:45 and I get out at 12:45 a complete hour before everyone else. =P

But thank God there is only two more weeks left of school!
I didn't think summer school would be so short and what is great is I am passing!
I have a B!
=)

If I keep that up and through the finals then I can get my liscence in mid July!
=)

YAY!

But among that I miss Amber, the only person that I have talked to (not at school) is Marina.

Which I think if Marina isn't online when I get home from school I am going to call her and see when we can hang out cause we already established yesterday that we needed to.

AND OMG!
Dang Angelica got Ray into Paramore!
There is another freaking band he is going to ruin for me!
D=

oh yes did I neglect to mention the teen driving accident video yesterday was harder to watch this time than it was a year ago..
I kept thinking about Christina's accident and tht hasn't bothered me much lately as it did when I returned to school after getting my teeth pulled realizing I knew Christina...
I felt like crying during that video but I did not!
It was just sad hearing all the stories of 16-18 yr olds dying in car accidents while they were driving...

It almost made me scared to drive again but I think it made me alert cause I have been watching everything cautiously.

But i will never say that it will never happen to me cause you really don't know.
It can happen to anyone. <---I sound like an advertisement haha

but anyways I need to eat before I go to school so I am gonna end here and go get foood!
=)